So my baby pup is gone. I wish i knew what happened to him. When he was laying their totally paralyzed i was just searching his eyes for the answer, waiting for him to tell me what happened to him. Was it an accident? I or anyone else will never know.
I am 100% behind Jacob. I believe him when he says he didn't do it, and i want everyone to know that blaming him doesn't make me or anyone else's lives better. I understand that the circumstance doesn't make sense and the next best thing to do is blame Jake.
The only thing i can do is just assume that this was an accident. Things happen. I get so frustrated because i could have waited to take a shower...... I should have came out when i heard him cry. I should have made sure the bathroom door was latched so he would have stayed lying on the rug.
It pisses me off because i was going to take him for a walk when i got out. All i feel is regret and remorse, like i should have done this sooner, shouldnt have done that. I cant get passed it.
When he was about to be put to sleep he kept moving his little mouth like he was going to talk to me. He was having trouble breathing because his neck was broken. My poor pup.
I wanted to take him home even if he was completely paralyzed. His brain was totally their up until we put him to sleep! He was alert. He was aware of everything happening.
It was so hard to watch him slowly close his eyes, and then they opened again, meaning he was gone. Its not fair. He didnt do anything to anyone and niether did I to deserve any of this.
I am 100% behind Jacob. I believe him when he says he didn't do it, and i want everyone to know that blaming him doesn't make me or anyone else's lives better. I understand that the circumstance doesn't make sense and the next best thing to do is blame Jake.
The only thing i can do is just assume that this was an accident. Things happen. I get so frustrated because i could have waited to take a shower...... I should have came out when i heard him cry. I should have made sure the bathroom door was latched so he would have stayed lying on the rug.
It pisses me off because i was going to take him for a walk when i got out. All i feel is regret and remorse, like i should have done this sooner, shouldnt have done that. I cant get passed it.
When he was about to be put to sleep he kept moving his little mouth like he was going to talk to me. He was having trouble breathing because his neck was broken. My poor pup.
I wanted to take him home even if he was completely paralyzed. His brain was totally their up until we put him to sleep! He was alert. He was aware of everything happening.
It was so hard to watch him slowly close his eyes, and then they opened again, meaning he was gone. Its not fair. He didnt do anything to anyone and niether did I to deserve any of this.
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